I really love my boyfriend, Jon. We don’t have some super long romantic story where we finally realized we belong together. We met at work right after my stepdad died and I was really depressed. He was sweet to me, took me out on some dates. Did the whole proper dating thing before asking me to be his girlfriend.I told him that I don’t want to date someone who can’t or I can’t see marrying. That I wanted to do the actual thing and I am a complete mess. What I love so much is that we don’t have this huge long thing behind us, we’re making it right now. He sticks with me through the good and the bad. There’s a lot of bad things that have happened, but they don’t make the myriad of good things not important. I don’t know a lot of guys right now that could stick it out and be incredible through the things Jonny has been through with me just on the promise that I will love him no matter what. He loves me when I’m a brat. He loves me when I get really angry over stupid little things. When I talk WAY TOO MUCH. When I argue with him. When I’m sad about my parents. He just is amazing. I love my boyfriend. And I’m happy with the story we’re writing together. It will become a long one. <33 Love you, boobear.
A lot has changed since I last cared about tumblr. I started nursing school. I want to help. Realistically and in a way I can see everyday. I’m good at it. I love what I do. It’s amazing. I feel like I’m making my mom proud. I have two degrees now. Business and art. Owning that. I work a lot. And I’m living with my boyfriend, Jon. He is the best thing I have ever had the blessing of being around. I don’t deserve him, no matter how much he tries to convince me. My dad, Bill, died last year. I am truly jealous and enraged by people who have normal issues in their early twenties. I love him. A lot. And it has changed me, a lot. My mother is still the best person alive. It’s a really weird and rushing time. But I have such a wonderful partner in all this. I thank God for everything. Even the stuff that hurts.